Lets face facts .

We'll never talk again .

We had the best friendship in the world ,

We blew it when you said yes .

We fell deeper when my lips touched yours .

We really really blew it .

I blew it .

Sincerely ,

Broken .

Words.

No relationship,

No friendship,

Only your words,

That add up to bullshit.

Fuck this.

That was it.

Goodbye baby.

Hello daughter,

It's been awhile since I've been this happy , or sad.

I'll get over it.

And it helped by deleting all our texts.

Let the past be abolished.

I'm gonna cherish my present.

But the future ,

It's gonna be better.

Sincerely ,

Andrew.

Hello, I'm Mas. Post # 4. As a best friend, and a daughter.

Hey daddy.

Yeah, no more baby.

We were happier this way. Way happier.

And now we're being happy again. By being a happy family.

Lets start again,

Hye, I'm Mas.

Andrew's daughter. For 8 months.

I love you daddaayyyyyyyyyyh.

And make sure your next girlfriend don't break your heart. Like I did.

& I'm sorry for that. And, I'll skin her alive if she does it.

If you let me. I would skin myself, if you let me.

Kay I love you Daddy.

byee.

Hello I miss you.

Just because,

anonymous.

Seriously?

If it's taking you this long ,

I'll spell it out for you .

I do love you . More than ever .

I don't trust you , as much as I did .

Make up your own theories.

I have mine .

That's all that matters .

6 days .

Goodbye.

It seems , babe

You shouldn't have promised .

You know you can't be there .

Now , I fear life more than death .

Hello, I'm Mas. Post # 3.

I profound this magnificent piece of art ... Your smile is like a ray of sunshine ... that was carefully placed on your shimmering lips .. Your eyes are like a thousand of white roses .. that was glued to your cornea ... The way you hug me from behind .. is like a million of fireflies are surrounding the atmosphere .. with a touch of an aromatic sense ..

Okay. Its official. I'm a big time freak.

Anywho, I still love you.

Hello, I'm Mas. Post # 2.

Today was a boring day. It still is.

I did stuff to make it unbored. But it was still boring.

& I miss you.

You douche.

♥

Hello, I'm Mas. Post # 1.

This is my favourite picture of you. Like, seriously.

You look superb, & your hair is how I always liked. Which is, fixed to the side.

& your eyes are like piercing diamonds, here. Well, I took it. Ofcourse, I've got skills. Aha. (;

Jokingg. You always had eyes like that.

Especially in here,

you were smiling both with your lips and eyes.

Sincerely.

You might not notice it, but I do.

Oh whatever. This was my photo shot.

P.S. By, your blogger is an old version. I took time to load the picture up.

Oh, & I love you.

It has been 6 months, 1 day & 8 in the half hours.

Just because,

your hacker.

Time .

;; Flies , new shit happens everyday. Life goes on. But when you're depressed ,

Progress doesn't.

And you don't do a shit to make it better .

:|

This .

;; Love means that you care for someone else's happiness more so than your own ,

Until you're willing to bear the consequences of choices .

Baby , I care .

I just , don't know how .

I'm sorry .

I love you .

You .

I won't live to see another day ,
I swear it's true .
Because a girl like you is impossible to find .

Mas , I love you . ♥
I'll make you fall for me all over again , if it keeps this flame from going out .

You , wait .

One of this days , I'm gonna break your ribs .

Let's make the first forever .

You make me fly .

I love you , I mean it .

Mas . ♥

Chicken Rice

I've been craving it for 5 days and on wednesday during lunch they sell it .

Wednesday = holiday .

FFFFFFFFUUUU -

Sucks to be you .

Karma boy .

You deserve it :)

You know what ,

We both have a talent .

We both know how to ruin that special day .

Jealousy could kill and it's killing me right now .

Wait for it ,

Wait for it ,

There , I'm dead .

This ,

Is

Karma .

I'll fake the broken heart .

Because I love you .

People tell me to get a life .

Here's my everything .

poempoempoem :D

Though at times a thread may break ,
A new one forms in its wake ,
To bind us closer and keep us strong ,
In a special world, where we belong .

Even though we may fight ,
I would not ever want to end this flight ,
Because you’re so perfect in my eyes ,
I don’t ever wanna think about losing you twice .

And even though I might not seem so bright ,
Loving you was always so right ,
I’ll just say this: my love for you is pure .
And your love , is my only cure .

I love you byy (:

The Pessimist and The Optimist

The Pessimist .
Someone who looks at the negative side of things .
Someone who's mostly down most of the time .
Someone who's ,
Emo .
Mostly the people who have had a tough time in their lives .
The ones who have been scarred for life .
Scars that can never be healed .

Then there is ,
The Optimist .
Someone who always looks at the positive side of everything .
Someone who's cheerful most of the time .
Someone , in my opinion , who cheers up the pessimist .
Optimists might have been scarred .
They might lead the same lives as the pessimist .
But they don't emo .

In my life .
I see the pessimist
As my byy ,
Mas Rosli .
And me , the optimist .
Andy .

They say opposites attract .
Is it working for us Byy ?
I think it is ♥

Perfect

Nobody's perfect .
Nobody .
Everyone makes mistakes .
But know what ?
We learn from mistakes .
Although we may ,
Regret .
Hide from the truth .
But,
Some people ,
The people that love us ,
In their point of view ,
You are perfect to them .
And that's all you'll need .
You don't need acception from dumbasses .
You don't need to be pretty ,
You don't need to be however smart of popular .
We all just need true friends .
We all need confidence .
We all need to be ,
Ourselves .

For my soul sis ,
Li-Ann ♥
Stay strong .

The family

Lately ,
I know i've been shunning you guys .
I'm sorry .
I just have my own personal problems i gotta solve ...
I still love you guys .
I always will .
No matter what happens .
I won't forget everything you guys have done .
It's a promise .

Why ?

I got lots of whys .
Why did I love you ?
Why were you the best ?
Why am I thinking about it ?
Why ?
Why ... Do I miss you ?
You invade my thoughts .
Damn .

Too much hope repays with too much hate and heartache .
Why does it hurt so much ?
Will I ever recover ?
If not ,
Why ?

Hate

Stupid stupid thing .
Go fuck yourself hate .
Sonofabitch emotion .
Piece of misery .
Fucked up crap .
GOD .

Others were blinded by lies .
I was blinded by hate .
Too much hate .
Why ?
Hate .
I hate you hate .
._.

Moderation

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^That's not moderation
It's spam
or Unmoderation
or Overdoing stuff
or
PEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEEPEE
:D

So ,
Pissed off .
Uhhh .
Yeah .
I nearly punched you .
Somehow .
I stopped .
Lucky dogface .
DOGDOGDOG .
No balls .
Fight with words .
Come la .
1 on 1 .
I'll beat you to a fucking pulp .
Asshole .

17/5/2010

Umm yeah .
Performance was kinda screwed xD
Imran me and Darren
Wanted to yell :
WHAZZAAAAAA
But Pravinta
Didn't cooperate and just ciao like that ==
Kinda shitty day .
Staying back wasn't fun .
Damn pissed til i broke a window .
With my hand .
thank god it's not bleeding .
And to that asshole :
Grow some balls and face me .

Thanks to :
Sanyee
Matt
Ryan
and Bonnie .
For cheering me up & caring for meh . :)

And to my so proclaimed best friend :
I thought you were better than that .

This feeling

This feeling .
Have I fallen for you already ?
My god .
Stuff happens by itself too much ...
Shit .
Why ?
How did my heart take over me ?
The way
You treat me ,
It's like never before .
Did it happen already ?
I fell .
Will you catch me ?
Or will I just fall into my web of dreams ?

" Love is blind . I'm just blind for you <3 " - Andy .
I fell for you .
And I don't regret a single moment of it .

Darren :)

Dedicated to that cute guy .
One of my close friends .
Nice guy .
Nervous dumbass .
Fails at staring at me ;)
Goddamn cute .
"Smile and the whole world will smile with you :D " - Darren Chong

Any girl who has you , is a lucky person .
You made a decision .
Stick with it .
We're all there for you .
Mostly me , nephew .
And Li-Ann .
Go for it man :D

Dreaming bout the day , where you wake up and find , that what you're looking for has been here the whole time .

Because i can . ;D

10/5/2010

Today was awesome .
For no reason .
On a streak noww .
7 days in a row smiling :D
TEEHEE .

Yeah alot of crap talking today .
Funneh tho .
Bahahah .
Stayed back for the money tree thingy .
Not bad crap tho :O
It's like .
Gambling with fake money .
FAIL .
TEEHEE .
Well guess it's the end of this post .
Until i get more inspiration =="

Lydyy

Who is she? , you may ask .
She's my close friend .
She has saved me countless of times .
She is family .

She's been there for me countless of times .
Never fails to cheer me up with all my copyrighted words .
At times , I wonder if i deserve a friend like her .
Well I guess , I owe her big time .
At the time , I shut everyone out of my life .
She was the most persistant .
The most kepoh .
The most caring .
The most awesome .
She somehow made me go back on the right track .

" I can't forget the times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth , How do you do it ? You're my Heroine . "

Family forever <3

Smile

Smiles .
Just make my day happier .
Smiling seems to brush away the pain for me .
Why don't you guys start smiling ?
Just a grin will give you that warm feeling :)
That warm feeling , that makes you happy .
When nothing else matters .
Love isn't everything .
It's just part of growing up .
So just smile :)

;" Smile and the whole world will smile with you :D " - Darren Chong Zhan Wei <3

Soul Sister

As the title states .
It's about my best friend .
EVER .
My soul sister .
Li-Ann .
What can I say about her ?
Well for one thing .
She was always there for me .
ALWAYS .
Even under influence ,
She still managed to pull through and save herself from being corrupted .
She still says I'm her bestest friend .
Even after all the suffering .
All the depression .
All the neglections .
All the bullshit I go through everyday .
She's my most supportive friend .
I would rather die a slow painful death .
Than see her hurt emotionally .
love ya sis <3

For Mas Syuhaidah Rosli

Who is she ?
She's one of my closest friends .
I think .
I would have killed myself 13 times over if it wasn't for her .
So after those THIRTEEN attempts .
I realized .
Life isn't ALL that bad .
We all have our differences .
It's up to others to bitch about us .
So .
This awesomelyspectacular person ...
I owe her my life .
THIRTEEN TIMES OVER GAWDDAMMIT .
So the message I'm trying to deliver :
Live life to it's fullest , there's only ONE lifetime where ONE of YOU are living in right now .
<3

Love

Is a funny thing .
Well .
For one thing .
You can't help but fall in love .
We all live in a fantasy world hiding from the awful truth that WILL happen in most relationships .
The truth ?
Breakups .
Yeah it's hard .
But letting go is one step to maturing right ?
Sometimes .
I just don't wanna grow up .
I want my fantasy to become reality .
I just want , that perfect person .
And , I think it WAS you .
I said I'd love you no matter what .
I do .
I just don't like you as much .